Monday, March 23, 2020
Anticipation
I really need this break. I couldn't study all I wanted this week. I did have visitors, but all they did was get me excited to have fun.
(Continued) Ballet and Health
I think I need it. My legs are stiff when I try to get up sometimes.
Also, imagine saying, "Hey, I can dance!" like being strong and athletic enough and having that umph to move quickly, too. It'd be embarrassing not to do something like it, whether it be skiing or something else.
Also, imagine saying, "Hey, I can dance!" like being strong and athletic enough and having that umph to move quickly, too. It'd be embarrassing not to do something like it, whether it be skiing or something else.
Ballet for Adults
I'm thinking of taking the Beginning level of ballet twice a week. There is an even easier class for beginners, too. I shouldn't do the Beginning/Intermediate, until I can remember steps better.
I wanted to save money to go to Germany for a week for a workshop, though I probably would not make the auditions, which I may do. The problem is just the $1000 plane ticket.
I was gonna get roller blades when I have money, too. I have to get some ballet supplies.
I wanted to save money to go to Germany for a week for a workshop, though I probably would not make the auditions, which I may do. The problem is just the $1000 plane ticket.
I was gonna get roller blades when I have money, too. I have to get some ballet supplies.
Animalistic
Germans pretend to be open to mixed white/Asians, but if you're not unbelievably "perfect," you're ignored etc. Germans, in general, are animals if someone says they had an unfair life. Everyone knows that!
Oh, and no offense to the nice and cool ones, and I have German myself!
Oh, and no offense to the nice and cool ones, and I have German myself!
Evidence
Any mixed race person who has encountered a German will know they are very racist, contrary to popular belief.
If the other countries did it, too, they'd be racist to Germans, too, and we know that doesn't happen so much.
If the other countries did it, too, they'd be racist to Germans, too, and we know that doesn't happen so much.
Sunday, March 22, 2020
Saturday, March 21, 2020
Stubborn Whites
Maybe being 1/2 White 1/2 Asian is interesting as I see other mixes and races are, but even with the promise people felt in marrying interracially as an opportunity to explore, now people just say, "..No," to any mixed race people. Ignore fights from other races or racial mixes against others of mixed race.
White Supremacy - A Bad Example
Question
Is Nazi-ism still a lost cause that exists today?
Bad Example
I was out with my little brother, and I was reminded what all these tough, blonde, German-looking ladies all do these days, as well as Germans and German-Americans in general.
I was avoiding this tough, blonde, German-looking lady because my hair is not blonde, but she still gave me a nasty exchange.
My Young/Middle-Aged Adults Peers
People my age act like I'm locked up and it's too late, that today it's time people of other races realized they weren't the same but in a suggestive, invading, Trojan horse attack sort of way.
People mistake what they do. I'm not dangerous, and I don't think perverted thoughts. I'm not just a member of a race to frame and toss out, like I got in a social trap.
The Issue of Race - Like an Animal Following a Carrot on a Stick Attached to Its Body
It shouldn't matter what race or ethnicity you are. You can't live to win, just comparing things like Southern Europe and Asia or blocking out all mixed race people without fair notice of your special issue. You can't make them feel like they're not good because of their race, and it would say something bad about your kind of luck. Many nice people are in fact very afraid or even engaged in interest in other races.
White Pride - "Chose Your Battles Wisely"
To whoever started this other movement ... I'm proud of what I believe in and also have a personal identity racially. People who are Scottish can't say I'm not German, while sucking up to other people for the same reason.
We need to get blacks under control culturally. Most are pretty good, even interested, and intelligent, but I feel my race doesn't exist to other members with the same ethnicity, and I get abused and ignored socially for it, and it makes people stop and stare. Instead, I get something worse.
If you want to know what page I'm on, I fear blacks and respect Latinos. I don't always talk to blacks because I'm not as smart, like they are, and Latinos and I are just other white people and we don't group to form an interest of losing when we have other things to do. Asians? I'm 1/2 Asian myself. Middle Eastern? That is in my line of heritage with my Asian being Chinese-Indonesian.
Inconveniences
There may be bad reasons for some of these things, like the tough, blonde, German-looking ladies for one example, but it proves it is a problem and other things aren't.
Is Nazi-ism still a lost cause that exists today?
Bad Example
I was out with my little brother, and I was reminded what all these tough, blonde, German-looking ladies all do these days, as well as Germans and German-Americans in general.
I was avoiding this tough, blonde, German-looking lady because my hair is not blonde, but she still gave me a nasty exchange.
My Young/Middle-Aged Adults Peers
People my age act like I'm locked up and it's too late, that today it's time people of other races realized they weren't the same but in a suggestive, invading, Trojan horse attack sort of way.
People mistake what they do. I'm not dangerous, and I don't think perverted thoughts. I'm not just a member of a race to frame and toss out, like I got in a social trap.
The Issue of Race - Like an Animal Following a Carrot on a Stick Attached to Its Body
It shouldn't matter what race or ethnicity you are. You can't live to win, just comparing things like Southern Europe and Asia or blocking out all mixed race people without fair notice of your special issue. You can't make them feel like they're not good because of their race, and it would say something bad about your kind of luck. Many nice people are in fact very afraid or even engaged in interest in other races.
White Pride - "Chose Your Battles Wisely"
To whoever started this other movement ... I'm proud of what I believe in and also have a personal identity racially. People who are Scottish can't say I'm not German, while sucking up to other people for the same reason.
We need to get blacks under control culturally. Most are pretty good, even interested, and intelligent, but I feel my race doesn't exist to other members with the same ethnicity, and I get abused and ignored socially for it, and it makes people stop and stare. Instead, I get something worse.
If you want to know what page I'm on, I fear blacks and respect Latinos. I don't always talk to blacks because I'm not as smart, like they are, and Latinos and I are just other white people and we don't group to form an interest of losing when we have other things to do. Asians? I'm 1/2 Asian myself. Middle Eastern? That is in my line of heritage with my Asian being Chinese-Indonesian.
Inconveniences
There may be bad reasons for some of these things, like the tough, blonde, German-looking ladies for one example, but it proves it is a problem and other things aren't.
What I Can Still Get Into
classical music
this movie about a fish who helps fight WWII - The Incredible Mr. Limpet
Too Old
It's depressing it's almost like I can't act like a kid anymore, I'm 33.
I lost interest in the Orlando community arts.
I lost interest in the Orlando community arts.
Art in School
I took Art I & Art II in high school, my 1st and 2nd year. It did go nicely with Talented Music.
Website Update
Interesting Things
Attractive Musical Family
I watched a musical and saw there was an attractive floutist in the orchestra pit. I think they are local musicians, but I am not sure. Anyway, she had short red hair and was fairly thin and medium-tall. As I was waiting at the backstage door, I saw her come out I think. Her husband was barely taller, with probably fair balding hair, slumped over, one of those young professor looks, probably a beard and moustache, but I saw him from the back and maybe not the front. Anyway, the daughter was a little shorter with smooth wavy white hair, probably natural. She was cute, kinda thin but supple, you may get the picture. This may have been like 2015 or 2016 in Orlando, Florida, US.
Attractive Musical Family
I watched a musical and saw there was an attractive floutist in the orchestra pit. I think they are local musicians, but I am not sure. Anyway, she had short red hair and was fairly thin and medium-tall. As I was waiting at the backstage door, I saw her come out I think. Her husband was barely taller, with probably fair balding hair, slumped over, one of those young professor looks, probably a beard and moustache, but I saw him from the back and maybe not the front. Anyway, the daughter was a little shorter with smooth wavy white hair, probably natural. She was cute, kinda thin but supple, you may get the picture. This may have been like 2015 or 2016 in Orlando, Florida, US.
Options
What do you think about things like dance team being popular? I wasn't sure what I was doing back then. That's only for several girls, though, too. I considered cheerleading in junior high, too.
Friday, March 20, 2020
High School
What do you miss about high school?
I wish I was more prepared for college. They are pretty adaptable to your needs in music.
I wish I was more prepared for college. They are pretty adaptable to your needs in music.
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